After moving blogs a few times, changing my name to my business name “Loverbunny Designs”, I just haven’t felt it.
I feel like when I blog under “Loverbunny Designs”, I have to provide you with knitting or dyeing or business information only.
That’s not me. Not all of me. I sometimes want to talk parenting, and I sometimes want to talk about selling crap on Ebay, and sometimes I just want to talk about how I wish I were buffy.
In the last few months, I’ve been touching back to my roots. I picked up a hobby I haven’t done for years. I have been rewatching Buffy! I’ve just been trying to figure out where I left myself.
Apparently, this isn’t something that I only I have experienced. I have kept a friend I made in Kindergarten, and at age 36, we are still friends. We have been through it all – babies, a year or two of not speaking at all, husbands, breast cancer scares, and you name it. She brought it up while watching our kids play at the park — she had lost herself after having kids. I also had became acutely aware of this myself – the losing of myself after having a child. So to hear it VERBALIZED by such a close friend – it made me very aware of it’s TRUTH.
Ok, so I’m rambling. It’s hard to explain what makes me – me. But it had been gone. And I’m getting it back. One way to do so is to TAKE BACK “I wish I were Buffy”. Because that’s still me to the core…..